magician's apprentice | what if i wanted to break (rp for
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For all that the fight lasts maybe forty seconds before Jack gets a hand on his radio, for all that he and Jack have done this dance a hundred times before, it's the hardest thing he's ever done. He can't hold back, after all, and he can't pretend to fall for any of his little tricks. If he does either, Jack will know, suspect, and as much as he'd love to tell him, he can't. This is a test of faith, he is Jack's test of faith, and so he has to keep playing along and make it look good. It helps, he thinks, that he won't use his magic with Fuller in the other room, and Jack knows it.
It doesn't help that, for as hard as this all is, it's also easy to forget that this isn't just a game for how often he and Jack have sparred, none of it real, and so, that in mind, when he does get the radio, he slips.
"You little shit," he breathes, and while the corners of his mouth don't twitch, he doesn't smile, nothing here worth smiling about, he still freezes. The world freezes on an inhale, and half of him hopes Jack gets it now, calls him out, because he's tired of all this, while the other half is busily swearing internally. Either way, he knows he's given something away.
It doesn't help that, for as hard as this all is, it's also easy to forget that this isn't just a game for how often he and Jack have sparred, none of it real, and so, that in mind, when he does get the radio, he slips.
"You little shit," he breathes, and while the corners of his mouth don't twitch, he doesn't smile, nothing here worth smiling about, he still freezes. The world freezes on an inhale, and half of him hopes Jack gets it now, calls him out, because he's tired of all this, while the other half is busily swearing internally. Either way, he knows he's given something away.

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This might not be their usual sparring, but he's definitely taking the moment to enjoy pulling one over on Dylan.
He passes back a sense of victory for that - and more reassurance. It'll all be fine - they've done more dry runs than he can remember at this point. He trusts the Horsemen. It'll be fine.
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He'll asks him about it later, he thinks. For now, he very deliberately gives up on it and grounds himself, kicking Jack back into the wall. A sense of his worry persists. He's pleased that he trusts the Horsemen, that more than part of the point, but -- please. Please be careful. It's all but killed him, being without him for a year, for having to play the role of antagonist, now. It will kill him to lose Jack, and he won't know, won't know until the end, if he's okay.
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He promises he will - and he knows the feeling. He was homesick as hell for most of the year, homesick both for the Brownstone and for Dylan himself. He tried to keep the distance, but the few texts he did send just came at points when he couldn't stand it anymore, when he needed some little bit of contact. He's even more excited for this to be over now that he knows he's not going to have to try and figure out how to apologize for all of this.
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Meanwhile, he sends Jack a bit of contact, at that, the feeling like hands on his shoulders, warm and light but solid, and entirely reflexive. He misses him still. He'll see him again, soon, when they get to the carousel and he can touch him for real. He's sorry he made Jack think he ever had to apologize to him, explain at all, but entrance to the Eye includes a test of faith and he was Jack's. He had to know he could do what needed to be done, with or without him and his approval.
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Jack lets out a breath at the feeling, as the warmth washes over him through the connection, and passes back his own. He knows this was a test, has figured for years that the Eye would, at some point, want him to pass a test of his own instead of being a member by virtue of being Dylan's son. It both was and wasn't what he expected, really - but that's all something they can discuss later, when this is all over.
For now, he needs to keep to the plan and timeline, which means first getting out of the apartment and putting Dylan behind him again, as much as he doesn't want to.
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He doesn't quite pull Neo's "come at me" hand gesture, but it's somehow implied anyway.
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He must. He ran into the fray in New Orleans, let all the people Merritt had hypnotized dogpile him, after all. And so he stalks towards Jack, now, too, hands coming up to at least keep the cards away from his face. Come at him, indeed.
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Keep going, he urges, that in mind, as Jack gets close to the door. A flutter of nerves rises up beyond that, as he's still worried about something going terribly wrong during the chase, and he'll have no way of knowing until the end.
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Jack doesn't respond beyond a flash of acknowledgement, though, running out of the apartment and making for the laundry chute, fumbling for the papers when they start to slip out of his pocket. He puts them in his mouth as he gets to the chute, grabbing the bar and swinging up onto the opening, to drop through it.
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Muttering a swear in spite of his pride, because of it, he watches Jack descend for several feet before finally committing to following, slipping into the opening the same way, using the bar above it for leverage. He doesn't bother to brace himself on the way down. It'll be a hell of a landing, but he needs to make up for those seconds, lost.
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"Gimme that."
Christ, he's going to be sore, by the time they make it to the carousel.
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(It's been a long year, and he's tired of missing that piece of himself, tired of missing his son.)
Either way, a second later he's crashing onto the street and into a pair of agents, practically in a heap.
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Back with Dylan, one of the agents manages to extricate himself long enough to point down the street - at about the same time a flashy black sedan comes up the street with a familiar blonde behind the wheel.
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"Alright, follow 'em," he orders as he slams the door behind him.
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"You have to trust me!" she continues. "Promise me next time that you'll back me up."
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Which is probably good, considering Alma still hasn't moved the car and is still glaring at him. "No!"
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It takes her a couple of turns to spot the black FBI issue sedan weaving through traffic, and she cuts off another car getting behind Jack as he makes a couple of hard rights of his own.
Jack speeds up as they get in behind him, blowing through intersections and dodging around traffic, swooping behind a truck backing out of its loading bay and into Alma's path.
Alma throws the car into reverse and whips the car around, heading down the next street, scanning traffic for the FBI car.
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"There he is," he tells Alma as they speed around a corner. Reaching for the radio Alma brought with her, he tells whoever might be listening, "We're heading East on the FDR Drive." Later, he'll argue that he made that mistake on purpose, hoping to baffle their pursuit, however briefly. In reality -- well, it's an honest mistake. Anyone could have made it.
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Seriously, what?
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Though, speaking of the cars behind them, "Fuller, where are you?"
He needs the lifeline, and he doesn't want to reach out to Jack, even if, mercifully, he can still feel him.
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Jack's side of the connection is still open - he has no intentions of closing it again now that he knows he doesn't have to - but he's distracted, too, with the road in front of him and keeping an eye out for the other Horsemen as they approach the bridge.
"Right here," Fuller says into the radio a moment later. "Trying to catch up to you now."
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"Good," he tells Alma, despite all that. "Just stay with him."
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Jack weaves easily between cars, swerving around a taxi and then cutting hard into the right lane to slip past a bus. There's also a feeling through the connection like a huffed breath out, like he'd been holding it and is finally exhaling - just before the bus swerves into their lane, cutting them off.
Alma slams on the brakes - but so does the driver of the taxi, which means they're, for the moment, boxed in.
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Mentally, finally he dares to reach out for Jack, his own relief adding to his. They're done now. The hard part is over. Now Jack is, like him, behind the scenes until the end.
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Jack reaches back through the connection. He's good, he's got the rest of this under control, and he'll see him at the park - and, most importantly, he loves him.
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