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magician's apprentice | been a hell of a ride but I'm thinking it's time to grow

Dylan knew, coming out of the hospital if not going in, that getting sober wasn't going to be easy. He knew he'd have bad days and good days and days in between, and every therapist he's seen since then, every meeting he's been to has only reaffirmed that. They'd also armed him with a bag of tricks to deal with everything and everything in between, but -- well, today is one of the bad ones and nothing is helping. He's been pacing the house like a madman for the better part of the day, trying to find something to hold his attention long enough that he can stop thinking about running down to the nearest liquor store. He needs to get out of his skin. He's just shy of calling his sponsor. He needs to get out of the house.

He needs to get out of the house.

Stopping midway through moving a pile of books from one side of the living room to the other, he latches onto that idea and turns it over in his head. He needs to get out of the house.

He's moving again a second later, though this time, it's with a purpose, a clarity he hasn't felt like he's had in hours, days, weeks. He goes to Jack's room, tapping lightly on the door, and then after a beat and once he's been invited in, sticks his head in. Flashing him a smile that's equal parts reassuring and strained (he's fine, they're fine, this is nothing bad, he's just a little jittery, don't mind him), he tells him, "Hey. Pack your shit."

He has an idea. It'll be good for both of them.

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"Come with me," she orders, turning away. She heads for the curtain that Dylan was headed for, pushing it out of the way to lead him into the back of the shop. Dylan does not follow, but he gives Jack an encouraging nod to let him know that it's okay, that it's nothing bad, that she won't hurt him.

It becomes clear enough why Dylan doesn't follow as Bubu stops beside a bright green safe that seems to hold a place of honor among the rest of the inventory. The plate on the front depicts a woman, but more importantly, reads Lionel Shrike and below it Indocilis privata loqui. A magician never reveals his secrets. Bubu gestures to it, for Jack to take a closer look.

"We kept these here for your grandfather."

Jack doesn't look back as he follows Bubu into the shop's back room, feeling the reassurance as he goes. Any nervousness he might feel is gone as he sees what they're heading for, anyway, as he catches sight of the plaque.

"Holy shit," he says as he stops in front of it. He does glance back for Dylan now, but it's more out of concern for him, considering he knows very well what happened to Lionel, had known that before he had known who Dylan really was.

He turns his attention back to the safe when he realizes Dylan stayed outside, crouching so he can look at it better. "What does it say?" he asks, because he definitely doesn't know Latin.

She smiles, the expression once again sad. "'A magician never reveals his secrets.'"

The safe is not locked, and on the inside, there's a stylized Shrike embossed on the metal. Bubu lets Jack have a moment to take it all in, and when he stands again, she produces a watch that looks identical to the one Dylan never takes off. She holds it out to Jack, so he can look at that, too.

"We also kept copies of his watch."

If Jack plays with it, he'll find that the dials on the side pull out and then fold out into a crude set of lockpicks. Dylan's watch doesn't work like that.

Jack smiles a little in response to that, though it doesn't really reach his eyes, his own expression equally sad. He knows Lionel isn't the first magician and won't be the last to take those secrets to their grave, but he does wish he could have met Dylan's dad.

He shifts a little to look at the inside of the door, brushing a thumb over the embossing. There's awe practically radiating off him, but it doesn't feel right to call this cool even though he thinks it is, not when he knows how Lionel died, not when he's felt Dylan's continued grief for his father and seen how it still affects him.

He straightens after a moment - and then reaches out to take the watch. He startles a little when the dial comes free, a moment of fear jolting through him that he's broken it. It doesn't take him more than that moment to realize what it is, though, considering the lockpicks he owns, and the smile returns. This, he does declare, "Cool."

Dylan pokes his head in at that jolt of fear, instinct fueling him. When it's quick to fade, he relaxes, and goes back to loitering just outside.

"There are a few other things Lionel left here," she tells Jack, without acknowledging Dylan, "but most of the rest, Jacob has in storage, somewhere. Those may be safer to ask him about." Little does she know that Jack has already seen some of Lionel's stuff, having been to the warehouse.

Jack returns the lockpick to its place in the watch and holds it back out to Bubu before he nods. "Yeah, we, um... we actually just came out here to get dinner, but I wanted to look around some, but before that, we were at the warehouse his dad used as a workshop.

"Thanks for showing me these," he adds after a moment. "Do you have other people's stuff here, too?"

As Bubu takes the watch back, it disappears as effortlessly as she produced it, and she nods. A small, almost sly smile follows, at his question. Mostly because, "A magician never reveals his secrets."

Yes, they have other things here, but she's not at liberty to show them to him.

"If you are looking for history beyond Lionel's, though, you may want to ask Jacob if you can visit the Archive." Which is reserved for Eye members, but the archivists tend to overlook people bringing their children along when they visit. It's assumed that they'll join the Eye themselves, after all. Doubly so in the case of a Shrike.

Jack blinks at her - and then laughs a little, looking sheepish, feeling a little dumb for asking. "Right, yeah."

He perks up again at that, though. "Archive? Like a magic library? Awesome."

He's definitely going to have to ask about that, the thought immediately and somewhat accidentally drifting down the connection.

"I'll add it to our to-do list," Dylan promises, from the other side of the curtain. Apparently, he's been eavesdropping a little, even if he hasn't been able to bring himself to look upon one of the safes that killed his father.

"Good," Bubu decides. After a beat, she turns to head for the front of the shop, expecting Jack to follow. "You should come back sometime in the afternoon, too. I have a grandson your age."

There's the sense of a thumbs-up sort of acknowledgement through the connection, letting Dylan know he heard him and approves of that.

Jack does follow when Bubu returns to the front of the shop, ducking back through the curtain after her. "Yeah, that's what Dad said. Guessing he's into this stuff too?"

How could he not be, is the implication there. He just wasn't about to ask outright if her grandson also does magic in the way he and Dylan do.

"He's going to inherit Long's when I die," she answers on the heel of a snort. Yes, he's into this stuff, too.

Dylan, meanwhile, makes a face at her. "You know you've gotta live forever, Bubu."

She flashes him a sour look in return. "I'm 73 years old. I already have."

"I... don't think that's that old?" he offers, looking between them, and it's supposed to be a compliment, but, well. He's 17, so it's mostly just awkward and somehow adorably earnest.

Jack probably recognizes the look at Bubu gives him, her mouth pressed into a thin line. It's a look that Dylan has given him a hundred times before. It also carries a hint of amusement to it, lingering behind her eyes, however.

Despite that, when she looks away, she tells Dylan, "Take your strange child and either buy something or get out of my shop, Jacob."

Dylan snorts, equally amused.

Jack does know that look and he honestly didn't mean it sarcastically or to be the little shit he so often is, but he's also assuming it means the same thing from Bubu that it does from Dylan - she's not mad, just bemused.

He doesn't really understand adults, sometimes, but he doesn't think he's in trouble despite what she says next, so he smiles, but he can't stop himself from blushing, either.

"Definitely buying something," he tells Dylan, like that's even a question.

Bubu allows Jack a more obvious smile before she excuses herself to the back again. She'll return when Jack and Dylan are ready to check out, but for now, she trusts them not to steal anything and she has other things that need her attention still, so early in the day.

"I figured that was a given," Dylan tells him, meanwhile, echoing him.

Jack laughs a little - and then pauses, smile dimming. "Um... you okay, by the way?"

He wants to check in, considering the minefield that is the shop's backroom and considering he knows Dylan was already having a hard time with memories of his father. He would feel a little bad for dredging them up again if Dylan hadn't been the one to suggest they come here in the first place.

Raking his tongue over his teeth, Dylan takes a moment to genuinely consider that.

It's always a little bittersweet, seeing his father's friends, and obviously, he had no interest in seeing the thing that took Lionel Shrike's life. He did want Jack to have this, though, to know Long's and see some of his family history. He also probably should have come to see Bubu before now, and there's some guilt attached to that. And -- well, the list of pros and cons, both, go on. It's complicated.

"I will be," Dylan promises, if those conflicting emotions didn't translate well enough.

Jack considers him for a moment, considers what he's getting through the connection. He appreciates Dylan being honest with him, not brushing off the question, considering how many adults refuse to talk about emotions and that kind of thing with kids.

Finally, he nods. "Okay," he says simply and steps forward to move past him, back into the shop proper. As he does, he brushes his shoulder against Dylan's arm, a hug without actually going for a hug, the gesture meant to be comforting.

He heads for a shelf of various decks of cards, glancing back over his shoulder to see if Dylan's following.

Jack has seen him with his head in a cupboard, screaming for his father. It seems a little silly to lie or try and minimize his feelings, right now, at least about this.

Either way, he leans into Jack a little as he passes him, feeding something both grateful and warm through the connection as they touch. He lets that linger for a moment, lingers himself, then finally moves to follow Jack. He offers Jack a small, encouraging nod as he turns, but is otherwise silent.

"There's... a lot of stuff in here," he offers thoughtfully after a moment as he looks over the cards, and that may seem silly to say, considering it's the oldest and therefore one of the most iconic shops in the world, but he could spend way too much time and money in here. It's a little overwhelming - in a good way.

"Some of it's kinda -- " Dylan glances towards where Bubu disappeared off to. He's quick to decide whether or not she's out of earshot, however, he probably shouldn't call anything here cheap. " -- meant for tourists. Or beginners."

That last bit is added with much less disdain. Everyone has to start somewhere.

Jack makes a little reflexive face at the mention of tourists - he gets enough of them in New York, thanks very much - but nods. "Which is me," he agrees lightly, shooting Dylan a grin.

He picks up a cheaper pack of cards - but also a nicer one in a metallic green tuckbox. He considers for a moment - and then sets both back on the shelf so he can take his wallet out, to see how much cash he has - and then looks back to Dylan. "Oh, um... unless she'll take American money, can I pay you back? Or you can take it out of my allowance or whatever?"

He's assuming she'll take credit cards, but he doesn't know if it'll mess her up if he just has dollars.

Dylan waves him off at the mention of money. "I was already planning on paying for whatever you picked out."

That offer stands, provided Jack doesn't decide to go and decide to pick out something ridiculously expensive just to spite him now.

"Oh. Thanks Dad," he returns with a smile, putting his wallet back in his pocket and picking up the decks of cards again.

He wasn't expecting that, and some part of him still feels like he should be responsible for it - but he's at least able to accept it, now, accept that Dylan wouldn't offer if he didn't want to, when he put up such a fuss about the clothes, before.

All that said, he continues his way through the shop, picking up a couple other things, including one of the puzzle boxes he noticed earlier and a book on street magic. He considers a collapsible table, but considering he's just been doing tricks with things he can carry in his backpack to school, it seems a little big.

"Okay," he says finally, when he feels like he's done - though there's still the lingering sense that he could spend a lot longer in the shop.

Dylan nods towards the register, once Jack finishes, then starts in that direction. "I'd really like to see you fit a whole table in your backpack."

Never mind the fact that he has a whole baseball bat in his hoodie at home.

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