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magician's apprentice | been a hell of a ride but I'm thinking it's time to grow
Dylan knew, coming out of the hospital if not going in, that getting sober wasn't going to be easy. He knew he'd have bad days and good days and days in between, and every therapist he's seen since then, every meeting he's been to has only reaffirmed that. They'd also armed him with a bag of tricks to deal with everything and everything in between, but -- well, today is one of the bad ones and nothing is helping. He's been pacing the house like a madman for the better part of the day, trying to find something to hold his attention long enough that he can stop thinking about running down to the nearest liquor store. He needs to get out of his skin. He's just shy of calling his sponsor. He needs to get out of the house.
He needs to get out of the house.
Stopping midway through moving a pile of books from one side of the living room to the other, he latches onto that idea and turns it over in his head. He needs to get out of the house.
He's moving again a second later, though this time, it's with a purpose, a clarity he hasn't felt like he's had in hours, days, weeks. He goes to Jack's room, tapping lightly on the door, and then after a beat and once he's been invited in, sticks his head in. Flashing him a smile that's equal parts reassuring and strained (he's fine, they're fine, this is nothing bad, he's just a little jittery, don't mind him), he tells him, "Hey. Pack your shit."
He has an idea. It'll be good for both of them.
He needs to get out of the house.
Stopping midway through moving a pile of books from one side of the living room to the other, he latches onto that idea and turns it over in his head. He needs to get out of the house.
He's moving again a second later, though this time, it's with a purpose, a clarity he hasn't felt like he's had in hours, days, weeks. He goes to Jack's room, tapping lightly on the door, and then after a beat and once he's been invited in, sticks his head in. Flashing him a smile that's equal parts reassuring and strained (he's fine, they're fine, this is nothing bad, he's just a little jittery, don't mind him), he tells him, "Hey. Pack your shit."
He has an idea. It'll be good for both of them.

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"Oh, these are actually as heavy as they look," he says as he hefts them a little, getting a better grip. "Always kinda wondered if they were just playing that up."
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He'll let Jack have another minute or two to inspect them as he pulls the cabinet open and gets in. It's probably a good thing that he's never been a particularly tall man.
"You wanna close me in here?"
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A pause follows, then more seriously, he tells him, "But yeah. Just close the doors."
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Never mind the fact that, in the tight space of the cabinet, he's turning so that Jack can put the blades in without hurting him. It won't take him more than a second. He'll be ready by the time Jack has the blades in hand, again.
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That one done, he picks up the second one, pushing it into place as well. He's torn between frowning in concentration and beaming like an idiot considering this is so fucking cool, so he's a little relieved Dylan can't see his face right now.
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"Now, what you wanna do is push the middle section to the left."
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"Right," he returns. "Or, uh... yeah."
He nudges the box a little in case he needs to get it moving - and when it moves freely enough, he pushes it to the left, as directed, until it stops.
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Not that he really blames him for being exicted.
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He knows Dylan's just giving him a hard time to tease him, but he recognizes he's maybe being a little overexcited about the whole thing.
But come on. It's literally history and literally magic.
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"And here I was, worried that you were gonna be bored," he tells him, that in mind.
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"Nah, man, this is awesome. I mean, out there's cool enough, and then all this on top of it?" He gestures vaguely, meaning to indicate the warehouse itself.
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"Anyway, uh ... " he continues after a beat, looking for the next logical step in the conversation. He's really not sure what that is, though.
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Not that he'll be disappointed if it is just a storage space, but he's trying to get them moving again, if Dylan needs to show him anything else in the warehouse or if they need to go anywhere else to look at something.
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"And there's, like, a not-quite bedroom, in the back."
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"Oh, yeah," he returns, glancing toward where he assumes Dylan means. "I guess that makes more sense than having to, like... set up an air mattress or a crappy cot or something."
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He shouldn't really be surprised to know it's just a cot, considering the rest of the space - and considering he made his previous comment based on the idea that Dylan came out to work sometimes and just ended up being here later than he meant to.
"You ever go camping or whatever? Tents and all that crap?" That's kind of a random question, but it's related to the crappy cot situation.
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"We spent the night on the beach, in the bed of a buddy's pickup truck, once, but." There had been two pickups, if you want to get technical, but that's a matter of semantics. The point he's making is that's probably the closest to camping as he's ever been, and that was years ago, decades. It also probably wasn't strictly legal, but again, semantics.
"That something you're interested in doing?"
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There's a lot he hasn't done, really, and he's not even sure if it's something he would end up doing. If the opportunity came up, he wouldn't say no, though.
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